I have many close friends, and many friends who say we’re best friends…but in actuality, I can only think of two people in my life who are that close to me. One I’ve known for 5 years, and the other for 4 years.
I want to talk about Tyler though. Tyler has been my best friend since freshman year, and he is literally a rock to me. He was the first friend I made when I moved to Utah. The guy who used to let me cry on his shoulder when things got bad at home. He has helped me find spirituality and faith, and has helped me become a stronger person. Tyler never lies to me. If I’m fucking up, he tells me. If I’m being a fool, he’s of the first ones to say. I can tell him anything, do anything around him, and know that it’s perfectly all right.
It was Tyler that helped me when I was struggling with my spiritualism, before EP, before anyone else. He turned me to a direction, and helped me start a journey. When I was scared to go home at times, he would come with me. When I need him, he is always there. We have only had one major fight, and after, we swore never to let it get so bad, and it hasn’t happened since.
Tyler makes me feel beautiful. He makes me a better person. I love Tyler. He is my second true best friend, but always the first one in my heart. His birthday is in August. He’s a Leo. He’s Wiccan, and he used to have Hercules curls before he got his hair cut. The prettiest green/interchanging blue eyes anyone has ever seen, at least me. Fascination with Greek mythology. An intelligent, artistic creature with a beautiful voice, and personality.
And I have the honor of being the friend in his life that matters more than anyone.
We were going to go to college together, and we were going to live together, and (haha) even get married. It’s weird to think that I have a fiancé at such a young age, but I do, and when it comes to Tyler, I love how it sounds. …We aren’t IN love physically, but the spiritual bond we have developed is as strong as the bond I have with my own twin flame, and my Creator. He once told me, “I want to find that someone I can show everything to…someone like you, only I want her to be someone I actually want to be romantic with.”
I love Ty, he is so much to me, and I know for a fact that if it wasn’t for him I wouldn’t have my closest friends Elijah, Kristy, I wouldn’t have EP, and I wouldn’t have the strength I have today. If Ty hadn’t of be brought into my life by God (and I really think He did it) I’d be empty, or worse, dead right now.
He has made me into the girl I am, and everyday I think about how much I love him for that.
So best friend, future husband, and partner in crime and spirit, I love you. Thank you for everything.
And that’s the T.